Today I had a really interesting conversation with a friend. They told me that they wished they were me because I’ve got my shit together, I know exactly what I want from life, I’m happy, sociable and I’m going to be successful.

Whilst incredibly flattering, this was so eye opening because right now I’m on a tonne of medication, I’m in therapy, I’m having more panic attacks and breakdowns than ever and somehow people still think I’m one of the most ‘put together’ people they know? 

Basically, never wish you were someone else because even people you think are breezing through life have a shit tonne of demons. 

trying to make an entirely life changing decision all alone because I literally have no one I can talk to about it :) 

I am literally the least loveable person on this planet, there is so much wrong with me 😂